I cant help myself to think that I haven't grown in my time since I left secondary school until today. Yea I graduated, but thats not a measure of what growth is. Sometimes I know that being singular would be more of a challenge to things. Being singular would be a better and faster way of learning and growing. Growth becomes relative as you see who to compare with.
Should I had went overseas to achieve what others experienced there? What I say to others about myself not being overseas studying would seem like an excuse since everyone which uttered that question would have expected me to study abroad.
Taking people my age as a measure would not be something which i would like to do as most of them are doing something at the moment or have something up with their life. I'm merely waiting on what to do next. Taking every opportunity i can at the moment.
A certain time
A certain date
Until its due
It wont ever be FATE
A certain date
Until its due
It wont ever be FATE
For Lin, Hosh, Bruno, Luned, Kessak, Sim, Inge, and soo many more.. You guys are awesome. Definately greatest of friends I needed when IRL gets me down.
STUFF THAT I ACTUALLY THOUGHT ABOUT IN THE WEEK WITH MY BIG BRO
I'm only getting a kid when i achieve a 5 figure salary.
Seriously, munchkins are hard to take care of. But they certainly are fragile but sound investments. I wouldn't mind a lil one, but not a little Ben/ZooK. Seriously, 1/4 a ZooK would be more trouble than one big one.
I'm getting a new bag.
I'm getting a new iarmed case.
I'm getting a sticker for my current bag to cover the darn name it has.
I'm figuring out a picture/logo to cut/sew on the bag.
Why is it soo hard for me.
(abit whiney but I understand the essences to why and how things actually work)
I need a job. Ang paus (red packets) can only last that long...
How would I be remembered if I left this world?
Watching the mandrine movies, Three Kingdoms and Redcliff (please ignore any tacky understanding about the momentary feel towards these recently watched movies)
They might not have been the biggest or the best, but they had honour and loyalty and bravery.
An ordinary man living an extraordinary.
Something that hit me really hard as i admire people living ordinarily but praised and set as an example to many eventhough it was such an ordinary person.
Attributed by the name of the book i got from Joyc3 and Ki4 (name changed for NONGOOGLEABLESEARCHES, N-GS)
Despera te hou se wives last week's episode also played a part in this. I want to be the person which is able to help and well, I only need praise and support from a simple 2 persons (NO, I'm not spilling this one).
Girls... Next..!
This I can wait. I don't really get enough pressure in this sector. Rather, I think I'm not worthy of such a responsibility. I'f I'm gonna dissapoint someone. I don't want it to be someone i really like/love.
THE US of @
I mean, seriously..... This is a question that I had for a long long time. My country's politics might not be good (totally an overstatement, its shyt). But at least we don't have guns. Heck I dont want to live in US just because of that.
Charissa says:
if he came to malaysia
Charissa says:
i'll be the first one to buy his tix
ZooK @ google talk benllw@gmail.com says:
throw bra?
(said this before i knew she replied)
Charissa says:
lol no
ZooK @ google talk benllw@gmail.com says:
yea.. i still remember the mamak session
Charissa says:
orchestra supposed to be more sophisticatedd
Charissa says:
throw bra is for justin only
Charissa says:
hahahaha
ZooK @ google talk benllw@gmail.com says:
throw lingerie...
Charissa says:
haha
ZooK @ google talk benllw@gmail.com says:
more sophisticated no?
Charissa says:
hahaha
Charissa says:
nooo
Charissa says:
it calls for more controlled behaviours
GUNSHARK WILL GET YOU...! ( yea, that's what i surf the net for...)
Duke Speci@l - Slip of a G1rl
